What If?

There are some stories that we cannot re-write, wounds we cannot heal, memories we cannot erase, and pain we cannot forget.

No matter how hard we try to, all that we are left with are the many lessons learned and the many “What if’s?”.

What if I loved you more?

What if I tried harder?

What if I held onto you longer?

What if I wasn’t enough?

These are the many “What if’s?” that linger in my head, along with the infinite memories of you.

But, aside from the “What if’s?” I also have many lessons that you taught me.

Some good, some not.

I learned that love is patient, and that some battles you cannot fight on your own.

I learned that communication and respect are key.

I learned that it is okay to love more but still always put yourself first.

And most importantly; I learned that love is not forced.