Resurrection

There have been plenty of times throughout the years where I sort of get discouraged and I begin to veer off my path. I sidetrack from the goals and dreams that I once had, and reality sort of just hits. I ride the wave and I embrace and settle for everything and everyone I have around me, and worse of them all, I become very comfortable in the situations I face and the pure earnings of my actions. See let me explain to you why this is a big ” NO, No”, I am not a settler! I have big goals and even bigger dreams. Throughout the last year, I have experienced one of those big halts in my life. One of the biggest struggles that I faced was what is called “writer’s block”. For a long time writing was my escape and throughout one of the biggest years of my life with so many ups and downs it became my sanity. While I was faced with the decision to leave the beautiful state of Colorado which I had the pleasure to call my home I sort of lost myself a bit. Not only was I saying goodbye to my little safe haven and the place that to this day I believe healed me, but I also had to face the heartbreak of leaving the most amazing beautiful people I had the pleasure to meet. My year in Colorado brought nothing but joy and happiness into my soul, but most importantly it brought me balance. It was there where I learned self-love, grew my confidence, and where I solely focused on myself and all of my goals. After a year and a half, I became a whole different person, and let me just say that I loved everything about myself. There was nothing or no one that could get in my way and for once I felt that I was exactly where I belonged. Unfortunately, the dream didn’t last so long and after some time due to personal reasons I began to face the decision of letting go of my little piece of heaven and make my way back to the people I love the most. See it is not as bad as it sounds because although a huge part of me was devastated to leave, an even bigger part of me was full of excitement to come back home. Eventually, when the time came I said my goodbyes and within just one year of my life I had faced so many changes. This eventually took a big toll on me and made it very hard to keep up with myself. It sucks yes big-time, but I would not change one single thing about it because it has also brought me many blessings. Although I wasn’t where I wanted to be I was exactly where I belonged and with the people that I belonged with. See the point of this is that although things happen in our lives that might guide you in another direction from the one you should be on; it is okay to get lost every once in a while. Regardless of the time you’ve been lost the destination is always the same and if you have to take the back roads to reach it then so be it as long as you get there. It has been almost a year since I have written anything and since I sort of lost focus on the important things in life. Today thanks to the motivation from my loved ones and this fresh spark in my life I have regained my strengths and refocused my mind to get back on track. It is never too late people!. As long as you have the will power it is never late to work on yourself; at the end of it all once you reach your destination there is absolutely no one that could ever doubt you.