In a sudden instant I am out of air and it becomes so hard to breathe.
I can feel the pain in my lungs as I try to take deep breaths
& It hurts.
On this very same moment I am NUMB.
Numb to everything.
Contradicting enough I can still feel it all.
How is that possible? You wonder.
Well it is. And I find myself yelling at the top of my lungs (well at least in my head) but I really am just SILENT.
I hear nothing then I suddenly hear everything.
All my thoughts.
Those deep dark thoughts.
My palms are sweaty. My stomach in a knot and the tears keep coming.
Like an open faucet running through my face.
I can feel nothing.
Nothing at all.
I can feel everything.
I feel it all.
A tour inside my mind 