The Valley of Dreams

 

It is in the valley of dreams where I chose to come and heal my soul.

When my body could take no more pain

And exhaustion was all I ever talked, or thought about

It’s the valley of dreams my soul chose to follow

For I knew new beginnings exist

You must first find the courage.

Then follow the road to all the amazing wanders this world has to offer.

Still people think I’m crazy for leaving 938 miles away from home to be exact.

But I left a home that no longer felt like home. And so I chose to follow the road to something new.

Scary road it is. Full of wonders and adventures that are yet to come.

But it also comes with much peace. Peace for my mind that I longed for. Its almost as if this place takes over.

Controls my mind. Sorts my thoughts out, and even suppresses the dark ones. Amazing huh?

I was real skeptical about this whole “new start thing”. Trust me I cried. A lot! More than you can imagine.

I sat with many friends, family members, and even strangers to decide yet the biggest thing I’ve ever decided my entire life.

Was it worth it? Totally. Haven’t yet found full peace of mind but I honestly have come to realize that there is no such thing as complete “peace of mind”.

My mind is always going crazy lol, or sort of feels like it, but it almost feels a bit sane in this place. Or the closest I’ve ever felt to sane.

Although I also believe it is almost impossible cause I’ve yet to meet a single sane person. Everyone has a little bit of crazy in them.

Which is why I’ve  also realized there is a whole bunch of crazy in me . Back to the same question who just picks up and leave? Leaves everything behind?

But what is everything when there is nothing left?

I once read a book that explained how life was nothing but a very long big dream.

Well this is the perfect place to dream. So let’s keep dreaming.